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Myspace... [14 Dec 2008|05:15pm]

Heyyy Everyoneee!

Sorry I Havent Been Postingg Lately. I Can Barely Get Onnn Livejournal.
Uhmmm. If You Have A Myspace Please Add Me. Sooo We Can Support Eachother Everydayy!! Im A Greattt Support Systemmm!<3

Myspace Link- myspace.com/carriecoca
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x posting [05 Dec 2007|08:45pm]

I dont feel good. I hardly ever does, and no matter how they say im changing my own body, I dont really belive it. Im fat. Its as simple as tht. Lets not complicate things by saying its okey to eat when its clearly not!
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[02 Sep 2007|10:05pm]

 I went into recovery/therapy this winter (Jan-mai 2007) got better and hadn't any slip ups until TONIGHT. I just can't stand all the fat on me and i'm seeing all these triggering things around me and its driving me nuts!! I feel very depress since I stop taking my meds (antidepression) so when I got home, nobody was there... I started binging on I don't know..800-1000 calories, I purge and it felt SO GREATT..i know I sound like a fucked up person, but the feeling of emptiness the feeling of control and I don't know..it felt good for once. After that I went to a party and I had a piece of pizza with a handful of fries..ughughugh -- I couldn't purge since it was an "outside party" So tomorrow ill go running and restrict again. I can't recover, well fully recover if you know what I mean
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[17 Aug 2007|10:46pm]

hey girls. i've been thinking about laxatives latley, and how i want to start using them. i was wondering if any of you take them? i'd just like some more information about them before i do anything. thanks
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music [13 Jun 2007|04:36pm]

any good workout and or inspiration music
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